i have SUCH. a love hate relationship with a little life. part of me feels so so guilty for reading it. like i shouldn’t be privy to jude’s life like this and jude’s life doesn’t deserve to be an emotional climax in a novel (which at times it does feels like to me). but i am probs only saying this cos it’s the only book to properly make me cry like sob sob. but also because it makes me feel this way i think it is a such a creative feat like it really is an astounding read but also like i wouldn’t wish the experience of reading it upon anyone. and i don’t really want it to be made into a tv series on further thought.